First of all Betsy, you don't know me and I don't know you. It's very rude to judge me. Not everyone can be perfect. I made a mistake and I know that. I will have to live with that for the rest of my life. I have made many mistakes in my life and I imagine I will make many more before I am dead, just as you and everyone else will. But, I also learn from my mistakes and this is one mistake that I will never make again.
I am celebrating, even if you don't think I should be. I still have my Droopy and she is alive and well. If that isn't a reason to celebrate, I don't know what is. Once the damage had been done, there was nothing I could do to change it. All I could do was hope for the best and everything turned out fine. So yes, I am happy.
Also, you don't know what will happen to the puppies. Don't assume they are going to be ditched somewhere. As a matter of fact, I already have 3 of them going to loving homes when they are old enough and I will not send any of them to the pound. If I'm unable to find loving homes for any of them, I will keep them myself until I can. I owe that to her.
Regardless what you think, I do love my dog. I have been sick to death with worry and in constant tears. I have never felt such emotion for an animal in my life. She has been a real joy to me and I am lucky to have her.
I never came here wanting approval for the mistake I made, I was simply needing to express what I was feeling inside and hoping for some support and advice.
If you don't want me to post a picture of the puppies, that is fine, I won't. If you wanted to hurt me with your words, you did. Hope that makes you feel better.
