A new journey begins… with a girl named Mabel

houndmomma · 10-15-2011, 02:32 AM

Before I start Mabel’s journey I must to pay tribute to the special hound that brought me to her with a little story of how I’ve finally gotten to this point where a new journey can begin.

So… up until the 4th of October, two months to the day of losing Flash I thought it would be a very long time before I could begin a new journey on this forum with our new girl. On the 4th of October a very good friend lost her cat of 20 years.

As I was still completely broken still from losing Flash, I couldn’t come up with any words to comfort her. So I went to the web in search of words I could give her in a card before I had to leave to our other house. I prayed before I clicked on search that I would find the words that would to bring Rhonda the comfort that I was unable to give her.

The first two I found hit me like a ton of bricks – I could barely read the words for how hard I was crying. It was like Flash coming back talking to me. And in the end they not only gave my friend comfort but me also. Everything has changed now and most importantly I no longer feel guilty for loving Mabel as much as I do. Even though I still cry every day, I know Flash wouldn’t want me to hold back loving Mabel. Because of both our schedules tonight was the first time we could get together since she lost Jake – while we were visiting, Mabel jumped up on me to snuggle and go to sleep in my arms – she smiled a big smile and commented on how much Mabel loved me – it was then I told her I realized when I found the poems that I not only go through all the motions of loving and caring for her – but I was truly able to love her without guilt. She could see how much more content Mabel was because of it.

For all that shared the long and painful journey with Flash I wanted to share with you the two poems’ I believe Flash brought me to.

Quote:

The Last Battle
If it should be that I grow frail and weak,
And pain should keep me from my sleep,
Then will you do what must be done,
For this, the last battle, can't be won.

You will be sad I understand,
But don't let grief then stay your hand,
For on this day, more than the rest,
Your love and friendship must stand the test.

We have had so many happy years,
You wouldn't want me to suffer so.
When the time comes, please, let me go.

Take me to where to my needs they'll tend,
Only, stay with me till the end

And hold me firm and speak to me,
Until my eyes no longer see.
I know in time you will agree,
It is a kindness you do to me.

Although my tail its last has waved,
From pain and suffering I have been saved.

Don't grieve that it must be you,
Who has to decide this thing to do;
We've been so close, we two, these years,
Don't let your heart hold any tears.

If that wasn’t bad enough the next poem I found is below –

Quote:

Last Night
I stood by your bed last night; I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying, you found it hard to sleep.

I whined to you softly as you brushed away a tear,
"It's me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, and I’m here."

I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the tea,
You were thinking of the many times, your hands reached down to me.

I was with you at the shops today; your arms were getting sore.
I longed to take your parcels; I wish I could do more.

I was with you at my grave today; you tend it with such care.
I want to re-assure you, that I'm not lying there.

I walked with you towards the house, as you fumbled for your key.
I gently put my paw on you; I smiled and said “it’s me."

You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair.
I tried so hard to let you know, that I was standing there.

It's possible for me, to be so near you every day.
To say to you with certainty, "I never went away."

You sat there very quietly, and then smiled, I think you knew...
In the stillness of that evening, I was very close to you.

The day is over... I smile and watch you yawning
And say "good-night, God bless, I'll see you in the morning."

And when the time is right for you to cross the brief divide,
I'll rush across to greet you and we'll stand, side by side.

I have so many things to show you, there is so much for you to see.
Be patient, live your journey out...then come home to be with me.

So I have to say – thank you Flash for not only in life but also in death bringing me the comfort that no one else could. I know you’ll be with me every step of the way on this new Journey with Mabel.

Let the new journey begin…

dreamons · 10-15-2011, 02:54 AM

Very touching poems. I remember following Flashes story with all the ups and downs and then the final sad conclusion. I'm glad Mabel is doing well with her new family. I remember when you got her from bubbad. But how could she not be doing well with such a loving mom and dad. It's good to see you back on the site houndmamma as I have learned much from your experiences. Mable is a cutie and look forward to more stories and pictures.

AmyB · 10-15-2011, 07:12 AM

The same two poems helped me when I lost Sadie and Spencer. They say it so well. You never forget the ones gone, but I also believe they help you love again. Mabel is adorable.

barneysmom2510 · 10-15-2011, 09:04 AM

Those were wonderful poems they definetely touch the heart now that two of my dogs are 10 these kinnd of poepm do that to me. I worry so much about losing them. I am happy you are ready to let go of the gulit of loving mabel so much she will help heal you. I know my dogs did when I lost my pepe 8 years ago.

Annie714 · 10-15-2011, 10:51 AM

Oh dear, this much crying at 7:45am is never good! LOL. And I didn't get but one line into each poem.

Mabel is such a doll. I can't wait to hear all the stories as she torments poor Lucy

henry'smum · 10-15-2011, 10:54 AM

I couldnt read the poems. To many things are a bit raw for us but we love Mabel! She wont ever fill the hole that Flash left in your life but she will help t make te edges a little softer x

smimlitsch · 10-15-2011, 11:50 AM

I know the poems are good but with what I am going through with Fred it is hard not to cry and worry about the future and the choices i have to make. How can i go on without him. He has been by my side 24/7 for 12 years.

Boomer's Mom · 10-15-2011, 06:09 PM

Beautiful poems.

Mabel is an absolute doll. Love her outfit.

jaleely · 10-15-2011, 06:10 PM

crrry! I knew i shouldn't have read them but i couldn't help it. I tried to scan quickly *lol*
Ugh. WHy do i read these things! *lol* You are doing great though, keep it up!

SophieB · 10-15-2011, 08:54 PM

Awww I remember the lovely Flash, bless his heart and it's now a new beginning and welcome to adorable Mabel xx

10-15-2011, 07:12 AM	#3 (permalink)
AmyB Senior Member Join Date: Mar 2001 Location: Cincinnati, Ohio Posts: 1,855	The same two poems helped me when I lost Sadie and Spencer. They say it so well. You never forget the ones gone, but I also believe they help you love again. Mabel is adorable. __________________ Amy, mom to Sadie (ATB, 6/9/06) & Spencer (ATB, 8/19/10) - always in my heart and Clifford (gotcha date 7/2/11).

10-15-2011, 09:04 AM	#4 (permalink)
barneysmom2510 Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2011 Location: Rockport ma Posts: 633	Those were wonderful poems they definetely touch the heart now that two of my dogs are 10 these kinnd of poepm do that to me. I worry so much about losing them. I am happy you are ready to let go of the gulit of loving mabel so much she will help heal you. I know my dogs did when I lost my pepe 8 years ago. __________________ -LISA Mini daschunds Sadie Lou & Daisy dukes Chihuahua Lola Bassett Hound Barney

10-15-2011, 10:51 AM	#5 (permalink)
Annie714 Senior Member Join Date: Jun 2010 Location: Huntington Beach, CA Posts: 1,164	Oh dear, this much crying at 7:45am is never good! LOL. And I didn't get but one line into each poem. Mabel is such a doll. I can't wait to hear all the stories as she torments poor Lucy __________________ Blog about the antics of Annie and I. http://thechickandthehound.blogspot.com

10-15-2011, 06:09 PM	#8 (permalink)
Boomer's Mom Senior Member Join Date: Jun 2010 Location: Nebraska Posts: 1,736	Beautiful poems. Mabel is an absolute doll. Love her outfit. __________________ Boomer: Born 4/18/2010 Biscuit: Rescued 1/26/12, approx. 2 yo Chez Basset: Come for the kibble, stay for the belly rubs.

10-15-2011, 06:10 PM	#9 (permalink)
jaleely Senior Member Join Date: Aug 2010 Location: Ventura, CA Posts: 942	crrry! I knew i shouldn't have read them but i couldn't help it. I tried to scan quickly lol Ugh. WHy do i read these things! lol You are doing great though, keep it up! __________________ Baby Bowsah's Bwog

10-15-2011, 02:54 AM	#2 (permalink)
dreamons Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2010 Location: Laughlin,NV Posts: 458	Very touching poems. I remember following Flashes story with all the ups and downs and then the final sad conclusion. I'm glad Mabel is doing well with her new family. I remember when you got her from bubbad. But how could she not be doing well with such a loving mom and dad. It's good to see you back on the site houndmamma as I have learned much from your experiences. Mable is a cutie and look forward to more stories and pictures.

10-15-2011, 10:54 AM	#6 (permalink)
henry'smum Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2011 Location: arkansas Posts: 686	I couldnt read the poems. To many things are a bit raw for us but we love Mabel! She wont ever fill the hole that Flash left in your life but she will help t make te edges a little softer x

10-15-2011, 11:50 AM	#7 (permalink)
smimlitsch Member Join Date: Oct 2011 Posts: 40	I know the poems are good but with what I am going through with Fred it is hard not to cry and worry about the future and the choices i have to make. How can i go on without him. He has been by my side 24/7 for 12 years.

10-15-2011, 08:54 PM	#10 (permalink)
SophieB Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2008 Posts: 839	Awww I remember the lovely Flash, bless his heart and it's now a new beginning and welcome to adorable Mabel xx

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